Tuesday, February 21, 2006

reasons i'm tetchy

6 February 2006 6:06pm

Am feeling tetchy and irritable. there are a number of reasons i can identify at present:

1. i have a thumping headache coming from muscle tension in my neck

2. there are so many stupid bloody drivers on the roads that it makes driving a totally exhausting experience

3. we just came out of 5 days of emotional overload in sydney

4. liz keeps farting. all the bloody time. she tries to tell me it's better out than in, but i'm not convinced.

5. there are absolutely NO cocktail bars at this campsite in Jervis Bay

6. Thus far this trip, no wealthy millionaires have fallen madly in love with me (to my knowledge) and they certainly haven't given me large wads of cash

7. i've spent the last 9 days sleeping on an inch thin mattress on the ground, and there are still at least 4 nights to go, probably more

8. we've spent less than one day all trip lying around day spas

9. the number of people who have heard me humming as i walk down the street and spontaneously offered my a recording contract i can count on my fingers. actually i can count them without my fingers.

10. i won't have another event to wear my fabulous stilettos to until i get to melbourne in another month

11. i'm sick of eating dry biscuits

12. i've only been out for one coffee today

13. we're camping, and i can't even have a beer because we're having a few alcohol free days (till wednesday, when we celebrate not killing each other for an entire month)

14. my water bottle is empty and i'm thirsty but to fill it i have to walk to the bathrooms which are 100 bloody metres away, and i'd have to actually find my shoes.

15. everytime liz has a cigarette the smoke blows straight towards me

16. i continue to experience emotional scarring about the pink hair episode

17. now the smoke is blowing into my tent. stupid bloody smoke

18. i can hear the ocean, but i'm too tired to even walk along the beach

19. liz farted again - in my direction this time

20. i've had practically no alone time for months. i'm used to having at least a few hours a day alone. this is not a reflection on liz, it's just that i'm not coping well with always being around people. i've not shared a room with another person on a regular basis since Daniel and I were tiny children. even when i was very young i used to cherish my time alone. liz and i both knew i would be the first one to crack - she's much more used to living with a lot of people in small spaces. my family bought a 6-bedroom house with 5 separate living spaces (for 4 people) because we all desperately needed our own space. i think i've been a little spoilt that way, perhaps. i find when i'm always around people i'm less creative, i don't manage my emotions well, i'm snappy and bossy and self-righteous and generally not a particularly nice person to be around. i'm wondering - how is liz standing it? my body language must be screaming piss off and leave me alone. actually, i'm sure it was, because half way through writing this entry, liz went for a walk. ahh. i love liz, and there's certainly nobody else i can think of i could spend this volume of time with, but i also love my sanity. mmm... sanity....

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